Had It All

Wendy hit me up

I had it all
But then I look in your eyes and I watch it all crash over again
And Oh
Take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again

How you happy with him
How you happy without the boys
How you fronting for the internet
How do you live with your choice
How could you, look your son in the eye
And tell him a lie
Pain deep inside, but won't answer their cries
How could you, go on just living your life
Then when my names brought up
You're filling it with spite
I hope you choke on some McDonald's Sprite
You think it's lit, you ain't seeing the light
How could you, not even put up a fight
So concerned with your circle and ya'll ain't even tight
You wanna downplay my work when it's never been light
8 years of College and you've never been bright
How you gonna make a child without supporting it
Oh you pregnant again, maybe you should think about _____
How you gonna get desperate and stir up some shit
How do you look in the mirror you noncustodial bitch

I had it all
But then I look in your eyes and I watch it all crash over again
And Oh
Take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again

I quit the slope for you
Stopped hanging out with the cuzzos that sold dope for you
Bought a house for you, moved down South for you
We could have been
Lounging in the pool, now I'm touted as a fool
Because you've been fucking with a mule
Who when squeezed, starts dropping the jewels
I cock asians, on the block flagrant
Moose soup, got a pot waiting
Never once received a child support payment
Wait a minute, check the account statement
Futurama should have been flying on that spaceship
So llama llama, red pajama
Reading a bunch of books without their momma
I'm focused on the boys, no longer increasing commas
This whole time should have been releasing content
But I was content
Calling me abusive, having everybody convinced
Tried to make Queen out of a pawn bitch
No longer pondering over the actions of somebody lacking a conscience
It's hard to move on from a past so haunted
Ask Connie, Houclanee, yaddadda sheesh

I had it all
But then I look in your eyes and I watch it all crash over again
And Oh
Take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again

Got focused on wealth, wasn't taking care of myself
Emotional heartbroken, how far we fell
It's hard to tell, who's the Gargamel
We both at times play that part so well
You gonna look good with them wedding bells
If you're truly happy, then give it hell
No longer instilling that guilt in you
Living lavish in the cabin we built for you

I had it all
But then I look in your eyes and I watch it all crash over again
And Oh
Take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again