Someday

Everyday I wake up in a bed full of sweat
Short of breath as I recollect the concept of rest
I guess all the drama that I try to suppress
Digress all the trauma I'm afraid to address
My life is a mess nevertheless neat
Never been the one to follow trends I do me
If only I could make you see what I see
Heavy dreamer with a vision where we're all free
Say hey carpe diem seize to-fucking-day
You can have it all it's not too late
Doesn't matter what they say you will great
Time to pick yourself up and have some faith
I know what it's like to be low
Probably more so then I know about being high bro
For real for real though smoked a lot and broke on my way down
Facedown 'til I finally faced all the sound and tried

Broke wet trotting in the cold hard rain
Sunrays poking through the clouds far away
They want me to change but I disobey
I hope someday that I will find my way

Why's happiness found in the bottom of bottles?
Why's really living not expecting tomorrow?
Why's feeling free when you maxing out the throttle?
Why's falling in love always followed by sorrow?
The questions I ask "the questions I ask"
Just give me a glass "just give me a glass"
To drown out my past "to drown out my past"
Faded to black "I'm faded to black"
I'm on a different avenue
With a different attitude
From the battles went through
Look what I could do
Don't fit in with the line up cause I am my own fashion
Pushed with some passion from memories turned to ashes
Opened up my soul on tracks and gained traction
Made it to this point without ever even asking

So if risk give reward
Then I'll risk 'til I'm poor
Flicking your wrist won't put you up on Forbes
A modern day Shakespeare gripping pistols as swords
If risk give reward
Then I'll risk 'til I'm poor
Flicking your wrist won't put you up on Forbes
A modern day Shakespeare gripping pistols as swords

Broke wet trotting in the cold hard rain
Sunrays poking through the clouds far away
They want me to change but I disobey
I hope someday that I will find my way
If I never make it then that's okay
I did my best with that I rest okay
I will miss you forever I wish I could stay
It's time to walk away we'll meet again someday