Misguided

Where do you go?
Where do you go?

When your back's against the wall, and you have no one to call
And your shoulders hold it all
Where do you go?
All your problems never small, need your head up standing tall
Cuz you just want things to fall in place but they don't ever fall
Feeling good you can't recall, you first ballot in the hall
But no one pass you the ball
Where do you go?
You in it for the long haul, but limit is that you crawl
And when you covered in flaws what's in store you gotta stall

How the fuck this shit my fault when I did everything
The best I could but I still feel like I'm here carrying
This stress it's heavy and the distress is deadly
And I been pressed with envy so I'm depressed and empty
Life a big mess and I must confess, that I hate acting like I been blessed
Cuz I just get less, than everybody
I can't impress so I just invest
Into these visions where I've finessed, all I could request
I obsess and close my eyes dreaming bout my success
Until I open em
Reality check dammit you was just hoping huh
Back to a life where you struggle daily to cope with huh
And constant questions of whether you gon be dope enough
Self-doubt creep in like young thieves
I must leave, but it's got it's hands round my neck
I'm filled with unease, must breathe, on the inside I scream someone please
But no one's here, I zone out I pull and just squeeze
So I question these

Where do I go?
Where do I go?

When I feel I'm stuck in hell, each bit of my pain is real
And fucking hate how it feel
Where do I go?
My mistakes I always dwell, I say that I'm gon prevail
But all I just fucking think of are the reasons why I'll fail
I'm trying to no avail, my mind is now off the rails
And I must blaze my own trail
Where I do go?
When it's kill or be killed, I hate hearing the bells
So when they bidding farewell, what's the story they gon tell