Lost and Found

She grew up in a house of despair
Accumulated pain until a mountain was there
Dark past cuz trust was astoundingly rare
Especially when her father had thrown her downward on stairs
Molested and raped
Her mother knew and left him too late
Dollar signs she had a choice and the check was her mate
Had to get away
Got her brother beat up and kicked
Always feeling like trouble follows her big mouth
Left home
No where else to run or hide so she decided to press on
Fell in love, or something like that
Tried to get free from the drama but it brought her right back
Drug craze, fuck phase, tripping on k
Couldn't tell the actual angles from every which way
Got her dog addicted to it just for kicks and a lay
Accusations always quick to delay
Sex sells, she practically had her tits on display
Though she wouldn't even admit it today
She was committed to stay
A decade of regrettable acts
Got married cuz his family expected the pact
But the relationship had bent until it cracked
Seeping poison into every single sentence they passed
They'd never last
Two decades more
She gets checks on tour
Her sexual behavior and favors the best for sure
Sex allure
More heart ache and less a cure
More doubts and less secure
Fresh manure
Struggling to find her place
Too much time to waste
Memories got her wishing she could get he mind erased
A heart of coal on a diamond chase
Trying to make the best of the mess behind her face
Signed to fate
Hoping for a knight
To vanquish all the anguish her soul is holding tight
One thing lead to another
Confusing lust for love
Got fucked but left out the rubber
He stepped out no doubt that's his bread and butter
Left a bun in the oven and her emotions in the gutter
Now she got a newborn to raise and protect
Without a role model to aim to reflect
Still filled with pain and neglect
But she won't cave to it yet
She's done running
Giving one hundred and ten
Cuz her son got her loving again

Life is a trip
Seductive like biting your lip
And you never truly know just how lost that you're likely to get
Tighten your grip
Or wander through the night in regret
Life is a trip
Seductive like biting your lip
And you never truly know just how lost that you're likely to get
Tighten your grip
Or wander through the night in regret
Life is a trip
Seductive like biting your lip
And you never truly know just how lost that you're likely to get
Tighten your grip
Or wander through the night in regret



Credits
Writer(s): Christopher Mcintyre
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