Pulse

Alive, alive
I might look fine but I'm trying to
Survive, survive
'Cause I'm dying on the inside

I feel it beating in my chest sometimes
I make believe that I'm not gonna die
Drown my thoughts - hard to find
Peace and quiet in my mind
Hold it in, I'm paralyzed
We all live on borrowed time

But I still feel it in my head sometimes
Seems like the only answer's suicide
My depression makes me numb
And my addictions keeps me up
But right now I'm feeling

Something more than a pulse
And I won't let go
Something more than the loneliness that I've learned to call my home

I wanna feel alive
I might look fine but I'm trying to survive
'Cause I'm dying on the inside, buying time
To find a reason I don't feel right
In my mind
ful ways of wishful thinking
I knew that I should not be drinking
I take these pills but I can't stop blinking
Feels like shrinking, overheating
Sinking feeling self-contained
Take them flush them down the drain
'Cause I don't need them anymore

(Woah, woah, woah)
Alive, alive
I might look fine but I'm trying to
Survive, survive
'Cause I'm dying on the inside

Waiting for a
Chance to prove I'm
Worth it, worth it
Worth it to you

Waiting for a
Chance to prove I'm
Worth it, worth it
I'm fucking worth

Something more than a pulse
And I won't let go
Something more than the loneliness that I've learned to call my home

Something more than a pulse
(Alive, alive, I might look fine but I'm trying to)
And I won't let go
(Survive, survive, 'cause I'm dying on the inside)
Something more than the loneliness that I've learned to call my home
(Alive, alive, I might look fine but I'm trying to)

Alive, alive
I might look fine but I'm trying to
Survive, survive
'Cause I'm dying on the inside