Cardiac Duress

From high above to down below
The worst of all, you already know
That I have tried to get you off my mind

Can't find a reason you're on my mind
Just trying to figure out before I justi-
Find myself again and level my head

I'm always first to break
This time I won't go back
Used to take my breath away but now you're just a heart attack

Always wishing for another chance to prove I'm right-fully wrong
You know I miss the way you used to dance all over my heart
This is the hardest part

I'm always first to break
This time I won't go
Used to take my breath away but now you're just a heart attack

My rules, I start to bend
You're pulling me back in
My head is saying no, my heart just won't let go
I thought this was the end - oh no, not this again

Can't fight these memories, need a lobotomy
To escape your grasp - this breath will be my last

I'm always first to break
Fuck it, I'll go back to the ways things were before
You still take my breath away and I will never get it back - no

And I will never give you back