Muse

I really wanna prove that I'm, someone with a purpose
That is worth it
What he gets in his life, he earns it
Almost 3 months since we ended, can't pretend it
Didn't hurt but I might deserve it
This time was the last time
When we split, ever since I've been bananas
But her life couldn't handle me putting... mine inside of all these stanzas

I put the music above her she ain't forgiven me (Uh)
She tellin' me I don't love her and it's been killin' me (Uh)
But y'all don't get it, this really has been my life
So to sacrifice it ain't right
After everything that it did for me
When I was lost, it helped me to find a way (Uh)
It spoke for me when I didn't know what to say (Uh)
Every line that I rhyme is just like a quote now
I make a statement, so these lyrics seeming bold now

But don't get it confused (Uh)
Music is a muse (Uh)
All I drink is water
but right now I got the juice (Uh)
I could have it easy, all my work could be reduced
But somehow I'm still going like I got nothing to lose
Cuz it's true
This my life, and it came to be, I believed in this
When I bet on myself, I ain't ever seen the risk
Even if, people call me crazy it is fine
Because they can keep on talking while they getting left behind
Cuz I Goooo, I ain't gonna stop
Your music is a joke, when I listen, I get knocked
And life is foul but I play through it, I don't flop
Now I got my hands ready cuz this beat about to drop

Wait a minute, so I
I pick it up and I run with it 'til I'm knocked down
It's crazy everybody knows just what I got now
It's kinda twisted how they always tryna plot now
How they pay attention to everything that I jot down
Not now, you ain't gon change up cuz Imma get some money
I'm glad you rocking with the sound but you can't get none from me
But I ain't mad though, don't get confused
Most of y'all just fake to me, that's why I can't mess with you

People wanna know how I... go so long with no stress
I mean I have some, but the truth is, I know that I'm so blessed
I just thank God for the strength that, he allows me to possess
Got me feeling like I'm prepared for whatever life throws next
More or less
There's no test that he's gon give me, I can't handle
If there's something that I needa say, I take the panel
If I don't like what's in my gaze, I change the channel
So I'm like Taylor shaking off haters while I'm in Usher mode goin my way
My head's cooler than an ice cube on the front porch of a Friday
Now they lookin at me sideways
Cuz I got em shook like a smoothie
I'll never understand why it bothers them so much when I do me
It might be friends sayin who's he
I'm alarming so they tryna snooze me
They sick of me, I'm running circles round them it got 'em feeling woozy
That sucks for y'all cuz I ain't slowing down or stopping
Me being less than my best just isn't an option
And that's the motto so my role's defined
I don't own the seconds but this helps me make these moment's mine