Heart Attack

This religion to me
That's why I do it habitually
These girls bad but none of them... to me
My momma taught me that
I love her to death but said I was giving love a rest like it's cardiac
Cuz it was killing me
A lot of it was hard to say
Put it in songs instead of grabbing some chardonnay
It's tougher giving two pennies, swear that's the harder way
Now I give sense instead of my heart away
Now I gotta lot to say
Bout all these memories from my past
I tried to keep them there, but the pain leaves me attached
Tough to sever what's been tying me to all I have
Stuck in my ways but ain't no way I'm going back
So I just push through it
All the turbulence in my life
Girls say I look stupid but it's the only way to survive
I guess it took music; it pulled me back when I thought I would die
Now I'm just grateful to be alive

See I love love
But that's a choice I just can't choose
(Choice I just can't choose)
Don't try to judge me just cuz you can't see my bruise, yeah
You attacked when I was falling like a fool
(Falling like a fool)
Now I'm done with tripping too
Yeah I'm dolo doing things the way I do

Don't even try to play
Saying the area's something gray
And then acting like it's okay
Just get up out of my way
Now you just begging for me to stay
I swear you can miss me with all this bullshit
I used to think I'd take a bullet for you
'Till you turned around and spray my ass with a full clip
I'm not the one
Today just ain't the day
Now you pulling this
Getting me triggered like I'm Jhené
Swear I'm off it

'Till someone new comes around and she's fun
Tries to convince me with her heart that she swears I'm the one
But she can't see the pain I've been through and things that's been done
See I just wish she came around way before this begun
That ain't the case
That's what we gotta face
Now my dreams are the only things that I'm tryna chase
She claims that I just play like all this shit is just a game
But it's hard to give your heart when it don't even beat the same

See I love love
But that's a choice I just can't choose
(Choice I just can't choose)
Don't try to judge me just cuz you can't see my bruise, yeah
You attacked when I was falling like a fool
(Falling like a fool)
Now I'm done with tripping too
Yeah I'm dolo doing things the way I do
I do
Things the way I do
Dolo doing things the way I do
It's true, it's true, yeah
Dolo doing things the way I do



Credits
Writer(s): Charles Minlend
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