The Deepest Wound

When I make the deepest wound
I tell myself it's over soon
When I make the deepest wound
I tell myself it's over soon

Popping all prescription pills
Doing it just for the thrills
And to take away the pain
I feel it all through the day
So tired of being alive
Tired of needing a high
This life is painful as fuck
No way to help myself up
Feel like I'm falling to shit
None of these molds i can fit
With all of these feelings inside
I'm just so ready to die
So now I load up the gun
Downing all the pills at once
Writing my very last words
Hoping in death I'll be heard

Dear whoever will read this
If you know me that i need this
I have been embracing death
Not even knowing what's next
But I stopped giving a fuck
From here there's no looking up
No more of trying to hide
Now it is time for goodbyes

And when I make the deepest wound
I tell myself it's over soon
And when I take my final breath
I'm not so sure what happens next

Drinking until I pass out
My mind is filled up with doubt
I wish that life was so easy
But people are mean and sleazy
My parents don't understand
The intent within my plan
I am a woman at heart
Body and soul from the start
This is the way i was born
But everyone else is torn
If it's a choice in this life
Or just a feeling inside
None of that silences dark
Branded me permanent marks
Scars that will not fade away
This will be my final day

Dear whoever will read this
If you know me that i need this
I have been embracing death
Not even knowing what's next
But I stopped giving a fuck
From here there's no looking up
No more of trying to hide
Now it is time for goodbyes

And when I make the deepest wound
I tell myself it's over soon
And when I take my final breath
I'm not so sure what happens next

We have now approached the time
Been waiting for my whole life
For the grimmest of reapers
For the wounds running much deeper
Look around at all the blood
Crimson red full on a flood
My pain flows onto the floor
I never expected more
This life is beating me up
An empty globe without love
I simply want to be gone
Life a game not to be won
Time for me to jump the ship
Gone in a moment, that's it
No need to question why
Now I say final goodbyes

I have now made the deepest wound
And now it will be over soon
And I now take my final breath
I do not care what happens next



Credits
Writer(s): Christopher Ball, Krystal Evette
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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