Beaches

I'm rolling with birdshot like dick cheney
I'm constantly on edge cause shit shady
Hard to escape the place that made me
It's hard to escape the mindset lately
Sometimes my heart will harden
Feel lost everyday day milk cartons
Just wanna march forward continue on
Making up excuses like I paint my own target
I look for this peace but it can't be found
I say it ain't my fault but that shit ain't profound
If you don't build a boat then you ending up drowning
Just wanna move before I'm back in the ground
Problems are self made
I'm building my own cage
Nobody likes a shady beach shady beach
Nobody speaks that oughta preach

Nobody likes a shady beach
Nobody likes the way they speak
Nobody ever turned the other cheek
You blaming the world but you can't blame yourself
Nobody gonna take the pain away
Nobody can change the frame or place
Nobody disappears without a trace
Blaming the world but you can't blame yourself

Maybe I'm just getting old
Maybe I just pass and fold
Maybe I just lack the goals
Maybe I ain't made of gold
Maybe I'm the one to blame
Maybe I'm the one who changed
Maybe it's all bullshit so I can fake what actually takes

I was codependent to my fears
Need to be the victim so I volunteer
Hard to see the future gaslit for years
I'm not all good and that's just how it appears
So I shut the fuck up got back to work
Keeping to myself don't mean to be a jerk
I'm putting in these hours and I finally found a purpose
Living with depression every blessings is a curse but...

Gotta fight through it
Gotta fight through it
Gotta fight through it, yeah



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Writer(s): Jordan Sommer
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