i wsnt spose 2 use this beat

Sometimes it feels like your whole life was a test
All you ever wanted is what everyone gets
So many nights hungry waiting on the check
Sometimes they never showed and you'll never forget
Never good enough for yourself
Weren't up to par, weren't up to par
Against all odds you make to the top
Raise up the bar, raise up the bar
An endless ladder of unattainable goals
And the feeling that you ain't here alone
So you working on the plans for everyone else
This how to escape your past while forgiving yourself
Save me from myself
Please save me from myself

Save me from myself
Please save me from myself

I stand in my own way and I know it
I wanna make a blueprint some people just clueless
Sometimes my biggest opponent
When I'm lost in the moment I lose it
I'm not scared to let it go
I just don't wanna drop it
Got the whole world in my hands
I trippin' on the Logic
I speak to the future
I sound so nostalgic
I'm not scared to let this go
I just don't wanna drop it
Save me from myself
Please save me from myself

Save me from myself
Please save me from myself

I always wanted to be something that much bigger than myself