The Pink, White and Blues

Lying on the fucking floor
Listening to against me
Tears poor
My eyes are feeling empty
A night spent with
Relentless thoughts
I put on mascara
To make the pain stop

Curled up
I find a way to construct
A false idol
In everyone that I love
Feeling like I'm letting down
Those who came before me
Cause I'm not a woman to you
And you know I never will be

I walk with fear instead of confidence
I walk in solitary abstinence
Down Lyndale
Till the sun goes down
And the shadow cast
Across my face
Will hide my fucking jaw

Gasping for my fucking breath
I just can't breathe
Feeling like a fraud
I'm different underneath
I'm too tall
I can't call
Myself beautiful
When a man is all I see

Cars pass
I feel like everyone sees
What I'm hiding
Tucked between my knees
Would you believe
I can't think of anything
A single word of reassurance
Something nice to say

Feeling like I should just drink
Till I forget my name
Let the alcohol just pull me down
Right down the fucking drain
Spiral out of control
Just to feel anything
By getting rid of everything
Relationships and memories



Credits
Writer(s): Ceci Blackwood
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