Fear Myself

Where do you go
When you have no place you can call your home
They say they all care but they're never really there
So you sit in silence all alone
I don't know, cause nobody really gets it
Even if you listen you will never comprehend it
Never trust people, if i do then i meant it
Cause the fake people always take my pain and extend it

Let me go, i'm stuck in my mind
Going through the past got me hitting rewind
Keep seeing it happen where did i go
I'm blind, thoughts on repeat i don't wanna be alive
Sometimes, i don't even wanna try
How did one night just change my life
Now i'm all up thinking that it's my fault
Your in my mind again and i'm coming to a halt

I wish it was different and i wish i could be fine
But i'm on my way to a sharp decline
And i don't even understand, my mind
So how could you get it, i'm not fine, how you get it, i'm not fine

Iiiii wish, youuuu, could hear me, i'm screaming out for help
Iiiii wish you were near me, can you hear my yelp
Cause iiiii wish you could hear me,
I'm screaming out for help
Iiii wish i didn't fear me, fear myself

You don't even know what i'm like when i'm alone
Ipretend to be okay just so you don't have to know
The extent that I'm broken and my heart is so slow
One of these days feels like i'm gonna go
But i won't, cause i care about you
But my minds running all the time don't know what to do

People pretend and act like they understand
But you don't feel what i feel don't hold my hand
I've been all alone walking on this road
Igot myself through it all maybe that's why i'm so cold

Iiiii wish, youuuu, could hear me, i'm screaming out for help
Iiiii wish you were near me, can you hear my yelp
Cause iiiii wish you could hear me,
I'm screaming out for help
Iiii wish i didn't fear me, fear myself



Credits
Writer(s): Isabella Chhina
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