Self

You told me to work on myself sometimes
But it's hard when you're always on my mind
I'll try it in the dark of night
But that's when the thought of you comes by
Any other time of day I forget what I wanna say
Forget what I even do
Cause all I do is think of you

I'm helpless
The way I'm here all day and night
It's useless
My heart doesn't sit still, why?
Can't I spend my time thinking about something else?
I'll try to clear my head now
But I can't help that it's myself

So I'll just sit here and nurse my tea
Just waiting until you're through with me
'Cause I know this is how it ends
It's always something that I gotta amend
I try to keep my distance well
'Cause if I don't, I'll be going through Hell
It's just a little thing that hurts
But through the night it'll just get worse

I'm helpless
The way I'm here all day and night
It's useless
My heart doesn't sit still, why?
Can't I spend my time thinking about something else?
I'll try to clear my head now
But I can't help that it's myself
It's my self