200 Times

I said goodbye at least 200 times
Before I came here
I know it's different on the other side
But we've been here before

From car rides in silence
To the nights when we wrapped up in a trance
It feels so different when I'm just holding your hand

You know so little about it
And times I just wanted to go
Surely they could go without it
Hearing me in this state so cold
And going back just feels so old

200 Times I felt myself slip in
The haze of fairy lights
Block out my closest world
The outside is just out of the question
Rush to the head, the beautiful nothing
I want to surround myself in
The truest of myself's here
So I hope they'd listen in

I know so little about it
And times I just needed to leave
Brink of tears and blurting out
"I need something desperately
Surely it's just not me"



Credits
Writer(s): Paul Blartmallcop
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