Feelings Are Synthetic

It's a lot to take in
Still tryna make up for loss of
Conversation
I don't have to listen, there's no obligation
We can make additions to the population
Stop to take in
A beautiful view like there's a god to make it
Pharmaceuticals we like to pop and take them
Part of moving thru and they just locked the matrix
Lots of hate
It's pathetic how
This shit got way realer since the feelings
Are synthetic now
I'm no longer bitter I just hit her with vendettas now
I turn from a quitter spent 2 winters in a better house
I know she's a sinner, won't be with her if I let her down
Feel like I'm in debt, her protector now
Feelings I won't settle, I project them out
Feeling less, too little I correct them now
The aggression shines
I struggle to see how you protect your eyes
Don't look at the sun is that your best advice?
Thru my mind you run, can't second guess this time
On your tidal waves
I'm stuck on this hill and Ima die this way
There's no brain to kill inside a mind of grey
Somehow I still think that you're gon find a way
Life to death
Something I been hiding that I might confess do
Whatever I do to get inside your head
Have
You not ever known a Gemini to flex?
Let the plot divide
Feels so pre-determined I cannot deny
World'll keep on burning sun will block the sky
It'll keep on turning till it stops and dies