Tryna Be

I'm just try'na be me
I'm not try'na be you
I don't wanna be like nobody else
I'm just try'na be me
I'm not try'na be you
I don't wanna be like nobody else

Get outta my head
Get outta my head
Get outta my head
Get outta my head
Get outta my head

If life is a gift
I hope they kept the receipt
'Cause I'm returning this shit
Almost definitely
Meant nothing intentionally
With anything said on the beat
If this is offensive or mean
Then I'm sorry

Psych, motherfucker!
Yeah, I meant it!
If I want something, I get it!
It's all about the aesthetic!
Not tryin' to be someone better!
I'm just tryin' to focus on myself!
If you ain't been here for a minute!
Don't hit me up on my cell!

What the hell happened to me?
I was responsible, as a kid
Even naturally athletic
My academics were hella stellar
Like, I'd never get a C
Now, I'm speeding in the school zone
While, smokin' hella weed

I never see the consequences
Of my actions
I'm attracted to novelty
'Cause it's what I'm lackin'
Rappin's obviously more to me
Than just a passion
I don't control my emotions
I control my reaction

I'm just try'na be me
I'm not try'na be you
I don't wanna be like nobody else
I'm just try'na be me
I'm not try'na be you
I don't wanna be like nobody else

Get outta my head
Get outta my head
Get outta my head
Get outta my head
Get outta my head

Headaches, every day now
Maybe I should lay down
Or stop the medication I'm takin'
And have a break down

Fuck
I don't know what to do
I've been stressed
Every fucking day
And I'm over it, through!
With everything that's going
On with my life
It's like a song that I'd write

Kind of ironic, though, right?
It's kinda comical
I feel like I been fallin'
I'm dealing with trauma
My feelings are gone
And if I'm bein' honest
Pretty soon, I'll be a goner
If I don't do something about it

I've got my blessings, I count 'em
I'm try'na be someone different
I'm thinkin' I might've found him
As a kid, I learned life is akin
To climbin' a mountain
I doubt that I reach the top
If I do then I'll be astounded

I'm not try'na be nobody, except me
I don't really care if anybody accepts me
Lyin' to myself, thinkin' nobody gets me
This is the end of the verse
Maybe I'd best leave

I'm just try'na be me
I'm not try'na be you
I don't wanna be like nobody else
I'm just try'na be me
I'm not try'na be you
I don't wanna be like nobody else

Get outta my head
Get outta my head
Get outta my head
Get outta my head
Get outta my head

Buy liquor, buy weed, too much
Tried liquor, tried weed, too young
I admit that I was try'na have fun
But I'm really try'na change
I don't wanna die young
I'm
I'm 'onna stop tomorrow



Credits
Writer(s): Nathan Lake Kawaguchi, Dylan Kusch
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