Craft this Love (Alone)

Doing very well on my own
Let the need override the reluctance, the fear
I had to craft this love
And I relapse every chance

Too conscientious, too sensitive
Thought of the worst, made overprotective
Truth can't defeat the feeling, and it stays
But with alexithymia I can't recognize it
Trapped reliving the same moments
It's always happening

Finally seen and I still hide
A trail of breadcrumbs
Wise, tricky, and brave
What she lacks in age, she makes up for in sadness
What she lacks in age, she makes up for in fantasy
It's for the best, let's make believe
What else was there to do

Who would I be if not me
Doing very well on my own
Let the need override the reluctance
I had to craft this love
And I relapse every chance
To where its save to dream, free of me
But the good scars like the bad things
Like maladaptive daydreams
Making me wish I never had them

It's for the best left anhedonic
What else was there to do
The choice was made for me
It's for the best
Nothing you can do about it
It's still nameless

Finally seen and I still hide
A trail of breadcrumbs
Wise, tricky, and brave
What she lacks in age, she makes up for in sadness
What she lacks in age, she makes up for in fantasy
It's for the best, let's make believe
What else was there to do

No ones coming and I can't wait any longer
Let the need override what I'm giving up
All I've known
I had to craft this love alone



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Writer(s): Sierra Rogers
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