Squander
Should I appreciate the silent moments when everything is dead and still, or anticipate those where activity is at its highest frequency?
I've lacked human interaction for the longest, but feel it's finally taking its toll
I got exes getting married and the shit is still surreal
Think I need a bald black bitch to make me feel
Saying fuck these niggas
Gonna get it regardless
I tried to live my life heartless
Like having empathy's harder and farthest from my natural state
Learned to love myself and exorcise all the hate
Take out all my anger towards shit that may just get me paid
Not to mention hitting weight
Rather than someone who faints
Swampland might catch a case
Lyrics may just be sporadic as my thoughts
I can't live in the past, there's just too much love lost
There is nothing there for me but some awful memories
Shit that only I can see
Hope I paid the cost
Throne made of skull and bone, tell me could you take it
I can barely trust a soul
So I try to fake it
Paint a smile on my face, but the eyes tell a different story
Sorry if I'm being boring
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Look me in the face, nigga
Who you recognize
That silent boy from the swamp they tried to hypnotize
Or that nigga with independent thought
Once he realized the art
Of being his best self
It took some time
Same nigga trying to question who I am
Same nigga who wasn't there when my life was in shambles
You weren't there
Asking why I changed
Like I should be the same and rather dead in a grave
I can't stick with niggas and bitches who looking down
Hate to see the progress and growth
Wanna see a frown
But I keep on taking them hits till I disown ya
Must expect a nigga to cope till he boil over
It's child's play
Same cycle, till I find peace huh
Even when he disappear, them niggas try to creep huh
Paint a smile on my face, but the eyes tell a different story
Sorry if I'm being boring
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm, yeah
I've lacked human interaction for the longest, but feel it's finally taking its toll
I got exes getting married and the shit is still surreal
Think I need a bald black bitch to make me feel
Saying fuck these niggas
Gonna get it regardless
I tried to live my life heartless
Like having empathy's harder and farthest from my natural state
Learned to love myself and exorcise all the hate
Take out all my anger towards shit that may just get me paid
Not to mention hitting weight
Rather than someone who faints
Swampland might catch a case
Lyrics may just be sporadic as my thoughts
I can't live in the past, there's just too much love lost
There is nothing there for me but some awful memories
Shit that only I can see
Hope I paid the cost
Throne made of skull and bone, tell me could you take it
I can barely trust a soul
So I try to fake it
Paint a smile on my face, but the eyes tell a different story
Sorry if I'm being boring
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Look me in the face, nigga
Who you recognize
That silent boy from the swamp they tried to hypnotize
Or that nigga with independent thought
Once he realized the art
Of being his best self
It took some time
Same nigga trying to question who I am
Same nigga who wasn't there when my life was in shambles
You weren't there
Asking why I changed
Like I should be the same and rather dead in a grave
I can't stick with niggas and bitches who looking down
Hate to see the progress and growth
Wanna see a frown
But I keep on taking them hits till I disown ya
Must expect a nigga to cope till he boil over
It's child's play
Same cycle, till I find peace huh
Even when he disappear, them niggas try to creep huh
Paint a smile on my face, but the eyes tell a different story
Sorry if I'm being boring
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm being boring, bitch
Sorry if I'm, yeah
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Writer(s): Korey Dotson
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