Failure

I think those around me see me as a fucking failure
Just a nigga with some pipe dreams
Gave up on his prayer
At times I think I make these beats for nothing
Write these raps for nothing
Wasting time
When I could be drunk and overdose on something
That's the old me, but I still feel that
All them urges kick back
Favorite demons in tact
Feel my will keep on cracking
This nigga still feeling damage
Don't look at me like immaculate
Total opposite
Human manifestation of failure

This sounds like anti music
Darkness my influence, yeah
Too lost to find my own congruence
Hope you find amusement
Black sheep of the city, someone find me
Nigga never needed pity
Always feel bounded
By the path that's set
Fuck my morals, I've been living in unrest, nigga

They want that darkness
Want that real
Grab your trill drank and them pills
All my niggas trying to cope with life in any way that they feel
Tried to better myself in the worst ways
Could've been serving elder fiends across the counter, but I need more
Working hard for a decade
Wonder what's in store
Other than my misplaced personality and many sores
All across the membrane
Trying to remain sane
Look, nigga
Swamp demons creeping afoot
I don't believe in your book
I got my own recipes to cook
See all my pages, they blank
Canvas ain't filled till the fate
Ponder when is my date
Ponder when is my date, yeah

This sounds like anti music
Darkness my influence, yeah
Too lost to find my own congruence
Hope you find amusement
Black sheep of the city, someone find me
Nigga never needed pity
Always feel bounded
By the path that's set
Fuck my morals, I've been living in unrest, nigga



Credits
Writer(s): Korey Dotson
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