Not Really Ok

I know they tell you it's ok but it's never ok
I got a brother in the cage
For him, ima take the stage
I know this can't save him
Yes i know it can't, but it's never too late
To pray to god for better days

Don't think we left cause we've been waiting for you
And don't assume that we've been ready to move
Cause you're a piece you know we couldnt remove
Time doesn't matter just need one afternoon

i got two blunts, once rolled up for what i believe in
One in the pack, for when i see you this evening
I smoke alone, thinking bout how i be thinking
If that is the answer im constantly seeking

Im an over thinker i get paranoid by breathing
Shit that's in my lungs if they could talk i'm sure they're screaming right now
Yelling shit like why the hell do you think i'm depleating?
Sorry i can't help it, i get lost im always dreaming

I get lost in my head, lost in my head
Ghost in the bed, ghost in the bed
Frost in the neck, frost in the neck
Life is a wreck, my life is a wreck

I know they tell you it's ok but it's never ok
I got a brother in the cage
For him, i ima take the stage
I know this cant save him
Yes i know it can't, but it's never too late
To pray to god for better days

Don't think we left cause we've been waiting for you
And don't assume that we've been ready to move
Cause you're a piece you know we couldnt remove
Time doesn't matter just need one afternoon

Cause i got zombies in my head
Memories with boundaries in my head
If i look in and im too deep
There ain't no telling where i'll end
I got these problems i can't let
Into the world cause i know best
I must talk slow
The Fuck you know
If you ain't been the place i been

When you got a weapon in your bed
You know you're ready for the day you gotta take somebodys head off
You gotta keep your family fed
And face the fact that shit ain't easy, but it's good to get this bread huh

And talking down on anybody, gon get you bodied
On a times like this
Junkys in the corners getting cloudy for some money, take your life like this

I know they tell you it's ok but it's never ok
I got a brother in the cage
For him, ima take the stage
I know this can't save him
Yes i know it can't, but it's never too late
To pray to god for better days

Don't think we left cause we've been waiting for you
And don't assume that we've been ready to move
Cause you're a piece you know we couldnt remove
Time doesn't matter just need one afternoon