Amends

Act like I've never been better
Can't say that I'm feeling fucking stellar
Ain't been great
Took a break
Now I'm good
Got my fucking head straight
Learn to exercise my demons like I'm running boot camp
First had to walk in my shoes I could barely do that.
ADHD won't let me sit still, so I took another pill
Now I'm all turned around, off the map i don't know where I'm at
My skins been crawling almost every other day
Try to figure out how to bottle up this pain
Spent too much time wasting away
Like the sky's all blue but the clouds are grey
I open my mouth, but there's nothing left to say
Imma block you out, imma push you away

I never really made friends
Too busy making amends
Mistakes that I fucking made
Cracks in the path I paved
I never really made friend
You're gonna be alone when the day ends
Alone inside my mind with the same pen
I've been busy making amends
Too busy making amends

My faith has gotten weak
Always stutter when I speak
Hold myself from being me
I haven't broke a profit, so I'm doing this for free
Pressure off my chest is stress I didn't really need
Can't grow a garden if you don't plant a seed
So when I plant a thought it's something that you might need
If you're digging in my garden just ignore the way it bleeds
I've been burying my problems since I turned 15

I never really made friends
Too busy making amends
Mistakes that I fucking made
Cracks in the path I paved
I never really made friend
You're gonna be alone when the day ends
Alone inside my mind with the same pen
I've been busy making amends
Too busy making amends

I'll figure it out
Trigger me now
Take the trauma that I found
Trade it back if that's allowed
I'm flirtatious it's courageous
Not contagious, I just made this
Got a flow and it is makeshift
Only sad songs in the playlist
I'm all out of fucking patience
Yet I'm Waiting like a patient
Said I'm sick like a patient.
Held my heart so she'd take it
Bit my tongue cause she basic



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Writer(s): Evan Davidson
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