Too Soon

I get high until I'm high as you
Get fly until I'm fly as you
I swear I wanted to die with you
Get down in the grave and lie with you
I get high until I'm high as you
Get fly until I'm fly as you
I swear I wanted to die with you
Get down in the grave and lie with you
I still feel like you went away too soon

I still don't know where to begin
I guess we can start at the end
I just graduated, look, Nana, I made it
I hate you couldn't make it, but it's still okay
I got your invitation, I'ma keep it safe
I'ma still come back and see you, anyway
Finna pack up and hit the interstate
College bound nigga, finna make a play
Finna go fuck around on campus for a day
Found myself reminiscing back when you was still sleeping in my room
Pops telling me you getting sick, I'm thinking to myself what the fuck can I do
Just a little nigga, ain't no stranger to dying
Grew up seeing bodies all of the time
It really ain't easy to keep it inside
I'm Devilman, that's just how I survive
I know that your prayers is what kept me alive
Everybody say you wouldn't want me to cry
But what the fuck else am I supposed to do
When I knew that the family depended on you
When it all came apart, baby, you was the glue
I swear wasn't nobody fucking with you
This shit a whole 'nother shade of blue
I know that this shit just been breaking your heart
Been watching your family just falling apart
Remember you was the one held it down from the start
If nobody else was, I knew I was your baby
Just a grand baby, but felt like your son
I swear you made me feel like I was the one
And since you been gone, I been killing for fun

I get high until I'm high as you
Get fly until I'm fly as you
I swear I wanted to die with you
Get down in the grave and lie with you
I get high until I'm high as you
Get fly until I'm fly as you
I swear I wanted to die with you
Get down in the grave and lie with you
I get high until I'm high as you
Get fly until I'm fly as you
I swear I wanted to die with you
Get down in the grave and lie with you
I get high until I'm high as you
Get fly until I'm fly as you
I swear I wanted to die with you
Get down in the grave and lie with you
I still feel like you went away too soon