Diabolical

I run away, so deep in my mind, it ain't another place that I can go
I stand on all 10, I keep me a frown, it ain't another face that I can show
I cut off everybody wasn't no good, it ain't another way that I can grow
I feel so alone, my conscience is gone, I'm so damn diabolical

I hear people say they love me a lot, but I don't think they really mean it, though
Everybody thinking they know what's best for me
But they ain't the ones who need it, though
As soon as you can get it, you can get it took, I never act as if I got it all
I'm feeling so Light that whenever I write, I can hear another body fall
I'm misunderstood, I'm so sick of the judgement
It's getting real hard to tell who loves me
Dolo since birth, ain't connected to nothing
My demon inside me been getting a little hungry
Might let him out, let him get to munching
I swear I ain't a killer, don't wanna hurt nothing
It's been so long since a nigga felt something

Nigga grew up seeing bodies all the time
Just a lil nigga, no stranger to dying
Now I'm Devilman, that's how I survive
It really ain't easy to keep it inside
Nigga grew up seeing bodies all the time
Just a lil nigga, no stranger to dying
Now I'm Devilman, that's how I survive
It really ain't easy to keep it inside

I run away, so deep in my mind, it ain't another place that I can go
I stand on all 10, I keep me a frown, it ain't another face that I can show
I cut off everybody wasn't no good, it ain't another way that I can grow
I feel so alone, my conscience is gone, I'm so damn diabolical
I run away, so deep in my mind, it ain't another place that I can go
I stand on all 10, I keep me a frown, it ain't another face that I can show
I cut off everybody wasn't no good, it ain't another way that I can grow
I feel so alone, my conscience is gone, I'm so damn diabolical

My heart getting pulled in separate directions
These type of emotions just wasn't expected
I know everything that I go through is a lesson
I swear that I never had ill intentions
Remember being broke, remember having less
If it's meant to be, then I know that it's destiny
These niggas and bitches do not know what's best for me
I said what I said, lil bitch, please do not question me
Talking that gangster shit, it don't impress me
Dealing with way too much, that shit depressing
Men and women lie, end of discussion
Stab you in the back for a couple duckets
Times been hard, got a nigga like fuck it
Feel like I been playing who's who with these niggas
I must look like a motherfucking fool to these bitches
My mind been gone, my feelings been missing

I run away, so deep in my mind, it ain't another place that I can go
I stand on all 10, I keep me a frown, it ain't another face that I can show
I cut off everybody wasn't no good, it ain't another way that I can grow
I feel so alone, my conscience is gone, I'm so damn diabolical
I run away, so deep in my mind, it ain't another place that I can go
I stand on all 10, I keep me a frown, it ain't another face that I can show
I cut off everybody wasn't no good, it ain't another way that I can grow
I feel so alone, my conscience is gone, I'm so damn diabolical

My mind been gone
That's why I get high, I just smoke 'til I'm numb