Monster

For all this time I've tried to be a different me
I buried all the things you couldn't bear
I tore myself to pieces
Til there wasn't anymore
I don't know what it was for
If I'll only be ignored

I thought you were the only one
Who'd never leave my side
I'll give you one more chance to show you care
Or else you'll feel the things I feel
You won't just get away
Because someone has to pay
Is that all you have to say?

Well I guess I have your answer
Say hello to what's within

I am your monster
That's what you called me
Don't you remember?
I think I'll go ahead and be one
Since you just see one
I'm taking over
Let them all know that I'm a monster
That's what they'll call me
When I am done here
You can't ignore me any longer
I'll just get stronger
You will listen
And then you can't hurt me again

What are you doing?
I'm going to show everyone who you really are

So this is what it's like
When you are actually free
It's really been exhausting to pretend
You think you tried your very best but
Sorry I'm afraid
It was all a masquerade
Or your father would have stayed

And you know this is on you now
Cos you made me who I am

I am your monster
That's what you called me
Weird lonely monster
I'll show my teeth and I will burn you
Just like I've learned to
And I'll turn you
Into a monster like your

Mother
Dragging me under
Haven't you wondered
You are the reason that I do this
You put me through this
Let's be honest
Cos I'm not hiding anymore

Ma did so much for you

You know what I wish?

No. No, don't say it!

I wish Pa took me instead