Gravity

Its true your different than the others
But then again you have a gift he doesnt have
Not as flashy but maybe more important
You dont have make me feel better
You idiot you think id waste my time with that
No all im saying is that you have the gift of perseverance
And that's what makes you a genius too

All of this gravity been holding me down
Staying in one place and keeping me bound
All this struggle is making it easy to frown
Wondering if ill ever turn my life around
Pass me a life raft cus Im about to drown
I need it now every pound for pound
Im always working on getting that perfect sound
Repeat the track as it goes round for round
Ive been screwed over and stabbed in the back
These bills are due and theyre starting to stack
Setting me back with a financial slap
Im giving my everything to get paid on this track
And despite everyone looking at me as a joke
Im making these moves even though im broke
Im chasing my dreams and making em goals
Making this reality while your wasting away at home

Yo I do this for my family
For my future wife and well being
And for that life im always dreaming
I feel this so much that its got me screaming
And its ready to burst and explode
And if I dont let it out ill implode
The wait of the world is on my shoulders
And it seems like they keep adding these boulders
I just rap cant even sing
And when I think of that it stings
Cus im not about the bling or fame
Spitting whats running through my brain
Im just trying be a provider and own some land
Im just trying to be wisdom bottled in a man
Gotta move against this gravity
Keep moving forward no matter how heavy

But is that true sensei
I wonder I use to think so I use to believe
That if I just trained harder I would make myself strong enough
But now I am not so sure
I do not know if I will ever be able to work hard enough to be real talent
I keep thinking all of my efforts will pay off but it is always the same
I do not know if I can take it sometimes it seems like the whole thing is pointless
Like im a loser and ill always be a loser
I do not know what to do
Youre right all the effort is pointless if you dont believe in yourself
Dont let anything steer you off the path you have drawn for yourself
Forge ahead to the end stick to it and make me proud be everything you can be
Will you do that for me