your past was torture, your future will be too... it's all your fault

You come around and try
To apologize
But I've found a new source of sympathy
You're obsolete, deplete
Of all dignity and shame
If I let you in again
I know it'll be the same
I've got all these goddamn memories
And they're stuck on me
Like you're stuck on me now
Unlike you I think that I'll be fine
Somewhere down the line
But you'll still be you

I wish you'd stop looking at me
If only we could forget and just be
Strangers again
We should be strangers again
He acts like he's better than me
He wants you but he still pushes me
To start this over again
We should be strangers again
Strangers again

You come around and try to say that you're fine
You're clearly not
I have you on snapchat
And we are moving in a cyclical play
The actors are friends
And the climax cliché

If I was the best part of you
And you were the best part of me
Then we were both fucked in the head
Why is it that you still can't see
That everything we ever did
All came together and led
To a gaslit distorted delay
On everything that I ever said

And I don't know why
It matters to you
What I do with my free time
You're stuck in a rewind
Of memories
Falsified in your head
Repressed memories
But you'd rather be dead
Than remember
All these dead's that you dread
Your past lies ahead
Just like always