D. T. L

I was so blinded forgot about flaws, yeah
I saw the signs but I couldn't hit pause, yeah
The words you said they went a little too far, yeah
Like you're pouring salt on deep open scars, yeah

Break up, leave your man that's all what was said
Runaway and find a new love instead
I was so numb that I had no empathy
So numb that I lost my sense of dignity

No more liquor to take the pain away
I contemplated meds to make me feel okay
Tears on my face it happened every day
No more staying time to break away

I don't like your messed up ways
I don't like the games you made me play
Baby, you weren't even worth the chase
This love is now something that we can erase, yeah

I was your cure, you're my disease
This love ain't real and it ain't for me
I gave you my heart my soul that's now broken
When at first it took so long to open

Dark thoughts they filled my head
I took those thoughts with me to bed
Being with you, it felt so dangerous
Finally out this damaged, toxic, love, yeah

You kissed my lips, yeah I didn't feel nothing
You pinned me down, yeah I thought I'd feel something
Paralyzed, a feeling that felt so normal
I didn't fight it, cause you were so forceful

You said the words to make me feel awful
But what you said was way more harmful
What changed, I was so happy before
I don't smile when I hold your hand anymore

Fuck your apologies, roll my eyes just let me be
You lost the prize, don't you see no longer yours to please 'cause
Someone like me is too damn hard to find
Ready to be free and fucking live my life

Didn't like your messed up ways
Didn't like the games you made me play
New life, clear head and a smile on my face
This is not something of yours to take

I was your cure, you're my disease
This love ain't real and it ain't for me
I gave you my heart my soul that's now broken
When at first it took so long to open

Dark thoughts they filled my head
I took those thoughts with me to bed
Being with you, it felt so dangerous
Finally out this damaged, toxic, love, yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Michael White
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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