Still 3 AM

They ask me what's wrong I say it's nothing
I be quick to say I'm straight and they be quick to say I'm bluffing
You know I don't give no fuck I tuck my feelings and keep running
Ima thug it by my lonely fore I go out like a dummy
Wanna talk depression let me ask you what you know about it
I been feeling off and I been stuck no I can't go around it
Say you feel my pain and you relate you don't know how you sounding
Don't want sympathy yo love is fake and I can go without it
Nah I ain't on nun of that
Nah it ain't no coming back
You can just stay where you at cause you know I ain't stunting that
Understand my feelings break me down just like a lumberjack
Get lost in my thoughts my heart be racing like a running man
I ain't got it all
Think I'm doing good but I promise it been hard
Any way I could you know ima play it smart
I been going through it I feel better in the dark
I ain't wanna go this far

I just sit up late at night and I reminisce
I been thinkin bout this life, ion feel this shit
And my heart ran out of life, ain't no healing it
I been tryna get it right, yeah I'm serious
Why they wanna test my might, now I'm furious
Shorty talm bout he gone slide, ima kill em then
Yeah he bleed how I bleed, I ain't fearing him
Say he wanna start with me, ima finish him

I ain't even sliding in no whip if it ain't tinted
Yeah I said it and I meant it
Naw I ain't no average dude, I'm the one who stand on business
She be giving attitude, she know I ain't tryna hear it
Doing what I gotta do, make sure all my niggas winning
Been this way since the beginning ain't no hating in my system
This way everybody eat yeah I spend hunnits on my denim
I came up on loyalty my brother bug I'm buggin wit em
No you don't want war with me cause if I up it I ain't missing
So I'm asking for forgiveness I know lately I been sinning
And I fell off with myself so I guess me is who I'm missing
It ain't hard to see the damage on my heart I'm tryna heal it
Can you tell me why they mention
Only time they speak bad on my name is when I'm not around
You don't even know me nigga tell me what you talkin bout
Matter fact, keep it to yo self I ain't tryna talk it out
Hit em up, chalk em out
Plenty bucks, large amount
I can put a bag on top yo head them killas poppin out
He gone take back everything he said guess he a robber now
Anyway, I got me some bread I'm going harder now
Crazy how the realest end up dead I'm moving smarter now
Always grind and focus on the money I'm a dollar scout
I wasn't really fuckin with the school I thought bout dropping out
They ain't hit a lick till that 10k they think they ballin now
Where that money go they pockets hurt and they can't solve it now



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Writer(s): Derrick Jones
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