Black Heart

This shit getting real
Probably hold it in I won't tell you how I feel
Say it's bad for me but I been thuggin on the real
We all got our problems so you know just how it is
Baby I been popping seals
Love the way it make me feel
Tryna change the way I live
Who knew it would come to this
Got a angel in the sky, I'm really wishing you was here
I been out here on my own, I'm feeling lonely as it gets

Cross me once you burn that bridge I don't care who you is
They gone throw dirt on yo name naw I ain't new to this
Niggas out here chasing names and they the goofiest
I swear I could never change I'm staying true to this
Cause I got a black heart
Yea I'm playing that part
You stuck in yo ways, I just wanna say you don't gotta act hard
But I'm feeling pain, I'm going insane so you better back off
I'm stuck in the rain, I seen better days but I'm coming back hard

Yeah I'm coming back hard
Don't want feelings I'm just gone play my part
Got me stuck in my ways with a black heart
I can't love you cause lately I been scarred
Fuck yo feelings I don't want yo remarks
Out here thuggin I don't gotta act hard
No attachment my heart is behind bars
I been lonely I feel like I'm in the dark
No you bet not call, don't try to check on me
My thoughts might get the best of me
Lord tell me why you testing me, I promise I won't fall
Keep throwing all this pain my way, I hide with fentanyl
Fight depression it ain't letting up, but they can't tell at all
Like lord forgive me for my sins
I been talking to you hoping I won't hurt again
All these people tryna check on me, but I can't let em in
I ain't tryna trust again, don't wanna talk ain't tryna vent
Try yo best you can't convince

Cross me once you burn that bridge I don't care who you is
They gone throw dirt on yo name naw I ain't new to this
Niggas out here chasing names and they the goofiest
I swear I could never change I'm staying true to this
Cause I got a black heart
Yea I'm playing that part
You stuck in yo ways, I just wanna say you don't gotta act hard
But I'm feeling pain, I'm going insane so you better back off
I'm stuck in the rain, I seen better days but I'm coming back hard

I be overthinking so my thoughts might get the best of me
You a fool if you think you gone get the rest of me
I be switching moods, I can see why you might check on me
Don't know what to do, Ima find my way you best believe
They don't know, they don't know
I say they don't know, they don't know
I been tryna let it go, but I won't
Baby I been thuggin on this dirty road
You can tell I done been hurt before
Asking me what's goin on, I don't know
Either you gone show me love or you won't
Fuck it I been better off on my own, yeah
I been sipping drank cause that shit take my take my pain away
Give a fuck what they gone say I'm hurting on a day to day
I be quick to say I'm straight they know I'm lying to they face
I been ghosting everybody for some days cause I need space

Don't like to let it out, I keep it bottled in
Too much goin on, start losing it my patience running thin
Please don't ask me how I feel, because my head might start to spin
Talking to the lord, yeah I'm just coming to repent
Might open up and fill you in
Take a breath let me begin, let's talk about it
In my head thoughts be crowded
Ask what's wrong, what you gone do about it
Claim you here to stay, but I just can't allow it
Once I get too close I can't get through without it
Pour a cup now watch me down it
Yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Keijuan Belcher
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