Liposuction & Perpetual Psychosis

The dead spider in the corner of the room;
A perfect reflection of inner desires
I wish I had kind eyes
A pretty face
A happy smile
No bags, insomniac
I wish I wasn't fat
I wish I wasn't thin
I wish I had a pussy
I wish I didn't live
(But I was) Sealed to the torturous fate of living
Confined within perception
The mirror hates you, too
Never anything, clinging to the nihilistic notion of universal death
Everyone, everything
Always never anything
Stick it in, pull it out
Nothing, mechanic
Depression, self-doubt.

I don't wanna be a boy no more,
And the doctor says he's gotta pill
I don't wanna be a boy no more
And I've been told my nips'll feel
I don't wanna be a boy no more
And the change is seeming much more real
I don't wanna be a boy no more
And upon my chest shall form two hills



Credits
Writer(s): Evangeline Shadden
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