Endless Fantasy

Slits on my legs covered up
By my thigh high socks
(Unless you're into that sort of thing)
Income and salary based
On being tied in knots
(And I've never been one for yoga, so you know)
Down the alleys in the town
They all say life's tumbling down but
I know what I'm doing mom
I know what I'm doing dad

I've got the charm
Validation
Endless fantasy
On display for you to see
(I thought candles were used for ceremonies, ah)

It's honest work
It's nothing more
I love myself
I'm living poor
I gave it up, though
No going back
Glass stays half full from
Injecting smack

Give a fuck about the blue bird mob
The N.R.O., pigs or dogs
Burdened driftwood cross is waterlogged
Golden showers and thick brain fog

This brand-new life seems fit for me
Just one endless party
I can live off pills like ecstasy
And lord you know we don't get no R.E.S.P.E.C.T

Blazing trails with what's between my legs
They aren't gay, they'll call you she
And for forgiveness to my God I'll beg
But junkie broads won't get his sympathy

I've seen him pay
Comes once a day
Shares an archangel's name
Preacher man has got it made

My back is broke
Can't bend which way
I hate myself
Another lay
Face stuck at blank
Call me a skank
My rhapsody
Becomes their prey

I can feel the jaws swallowing me up
A steady build and now I just give fucks
The teeth are sharp and the flames are hot
I push my boulder up the hill but it, but it, but it

My back is broke
Can't bend which way
I hate myself
Another lay
Face stuck at blank
Call me a skank
My rhapsody
Becomes their prey

I can feel the jaws swallowing me up
A steady build and now I just give fucks
The teeth are sharp and the flames are hot
I push my boulder up the hill but it, but it
All comes tumbling down