Broken
Idontsleep
C'est la Vie
Yeah, look
My soul had a nap for the longest time
Had to regain faith, had to find myself
So I found myself with these songs of mine
Yeah, these songs I write
Are more than just a piece of music
All this pain, they see me through it
I need time to tell my truth, 'cos if I don't then I might lose it
No fake raps, I can't abuse it
Write a bar, then I pursue it
Relieve stress that's in my mental, think this music's therapeutic
Yeah yeah
So I sit and I draft these melodies
They used to laugh at me
Look being alone really scarred my energy
That cut deep, fuck
That complex now carves me heavily
Now I can't speak up
Abuse the weed, tryna harm my memory
I used to have to have no friends, now I've got these fans telling me they love me
Still I can't hear hear all that, 'cos I've got these voices saying I'm ugly
I spent my childhood looking at humanity, praying it loved me
And I got no love back, I was kicked the curb like dirt
Humanity fucked me up
Yeah
Still I go hard as I can
They don't wanna see me bar with a man
If I bar with a man, might start on a man, then spar with a man, then spark up a gram
And sit back like what happened?
Laugh at a man, cos I ain't got no recollection, uh
Black out if I get too heated, but that's just for my protection
I'm angry, I move anti
I've got a plan A, but no plan B
This is all I want and I can be
Please don't tell me shit were not family
Please don't get in my face, I don't like that
No telling if I might fight back, uh
I don't know what I get so hyped at, yeah
Fuck it though I might as well ignite that
I'm sorry i can't take no compliments, not today
Shit I've been through really knocked my confidence, in every way
So I'm sorry if I seem a little distant
If blessings come my way then fucking hell, I must of missed them, yeah
I'm sorry i can't take no compliments, not today
Shit I've been through really knocked my confidence, in every way
So I'm sorry if I seem a little distant
If blessings come my way then fucking hell, I must of missed them, imprisoned, i'm broken
Yeah, I don't know how I cope with all these emotions
So much anger built up inside my brain, that I start going through these motions
Got me kicking and screaming
Boiling the pot till I'm hitting the ceiling
Knock at the door I'm revisiting demons, now I've got more of these issues revealing
What is the meaning?
Somebody, tell me the meaning of life, or why I'm awake in the middle of night?
Gripping my chest in a panic from what I've been dreaming
My spirit is bleeding
Check my demeanour, visible leaking
Music my band aid, as long as I'm rapping I'll never be beaten
No more sleeping, yeah
My soul had a nap for the longest time
Had to regain faith, had to find myself
So I found myself with these songs of mine
Yeah, these songs I write
Are more than just a piece of music
All this pain, they see me through it
I need time to tell my truth, 'cos if I don't then I might lose it
No fake raps, I can't abuse it
Write a bar, then I pursue it
Relieve stress that's in my mental, think this music's therapeutic
Yeah yeah
C'est la Vie
Yeah, look
My soul had a nap for the longest time
Had to regain faith, had to find myself
So I found myself with these songs of mine
Yeah, these songs I write
Are more than just a piece of music
All this pain, they see me through it
I need time to tell my truth, 'cos if I don't then I might lose it
No fake raps, I can't abuse it
Write a bar, then I pursue it
Relieve stress that's in my mental, think this music's therapeutic
Yeah yeah
So I sit and I draft these melodies
They used to laugh at me
Look being alone really scarred my energy
That cut deep, fuck
That complex now carves me heavily
Now I can't speak up
Abuse the weed, tryna harm my memory
I used to have to have no friends, now I've got these fans telling me they love me
Still I can't hear hear all that, 'cos I've got these voices saying I'm ugly
I spent my childhood looking at humanity, praying it loved me
And I got no love back, I was kicked the curb like dirt
Humanity fucked me up
Yeah
Still I go hard as I can
They don't wanna see me bar with a man
If I bar with a man, might start on a man, then spar with a man, then spark up a gram
And sit back like what happened?
Laugh at a man, cos I ain't got no recollection, uh
Black out if I get too heated, but that's just for my protection
I'm angry, I move anti
I've got a plan A, but no plan B
This is all I want and I can be
Please don't tell me shit were not family
Please don't get in my face, I don't like that
No telling if I might fight back, uh
I don't know what I get so hyped at, yeah
Fuck it though I might as well ignite that
I'm sorry i can't take no compliments, not today
Shit I've been through really knocked my confidence, in every way
So I'm sorry if I seem a little distant
If blessings come my way then fucking hell, I must of missed them, yeah
I'm sorry i can't take no compliments, not today
Shit I've been through really knocked my confidence, in every way
So I'm sorry if I seem a little distant
If blessings come my way then fucking hell, I must of missed them, imprisoned, i'm broken
Yeah, I don't know how I cope with all these emotions
So much anger built up inside my brain, that I start going through these motions
Got me kicking and screaming
Boiling the pot till I'm hitting the ceiling
Knock at the door I'm revisiting demons, now I've got more of these issues revealing
What is the meaning?
Somebody, tell me the meaning of life, or why I'm awake in the middle of night?
Gripping my chest in a panic from what I've been dreaming
My spirit is bleeding
Check my demeanour, visible leaking
Music my band aid, as long as I'm rapping I'll never be beaten
No more sleeping, yeah
My soul had a nap for the longest time
Had to regain faith, had to find myself
So I found myself with these songs of mine
Yeah, these songs I write
Are more than just a piece of music
All this pain, they see me through it
I need time to tell my truth, 'cos if I don't then I might lose it
No fake raps, I can't abuse it
Write a bar, then I pursue it
Relieve stress that's in my mental, think this music's therapeutic
Yeah yeah
Credits
Writer(s): Callum Gibson
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