Crazy

I felt the pain in the darkness
Searching for light to see it clearer, oh
I feel it pulling on my heart now
When I'm looking in the mirror, oh
I think I need a saviour
Lord purify my soul for me
I think it's time I wake up
Yeah, yeah, yeah

They tell me I'm crazy
Hahahahahaha, yeah!
I said call me what you like, but just make sure that shit pays me
Give me that, give me that, give me that, yeah
Yeah, all of my life I have suffered ADHD
Yeah
People fear what they don't understand but that shit never phased me
Uh
I've been in my own lane we might collide you try and change me

Look
Give me a minute just let me breathe, please
I'm getting heated a hundred degrees
Yeah
Life had me low I was down on my knees
I was down on me knees yeah
Aye
Searching for love is a horrid disease
Can't get enough of the p's
Please, I'm Oliver Twist, give me some more, give me that
No I ain't asking, you've got me laughing
Won't let me in? I'mma kick in the door
That ain't a Biggie b, I've got the strength
These kicks that I'm in ain't no Christian Dior, baby
Air force one, nine five, one tens
That's one out of three that's imprinting your jaw
Do you think I'm violent? Huh
I hear a voice when I sit in silence
Am I okay or do I need guidance? Do i?
I grab a blade and put it to my wrist
Brain of the devil and heart of a giant
Body of man with the soul of a titan
When I feel tired, I never stop
That's when I'm enlightened, but

They tell me I'm crazy
Hahahahahaha, yeah!
I said call me what you like, but just make sure that shit pays me
Give me that, give me that, give me that, yeah
Yeah, all of my life I have suffered ADHD
Yeah
People fear what they don't understand but that shit never phased me
Uh
I've been in my own lane we might collide you try and change me

Penning verses like their scriptures in the churches where the pastor speaks
Standing behind pews getting all nervous cause he knows that congregations speak
Sheep to wolves that's dinner food when all the martyrs start to speak
I pray their prayers are reaching heaven
When it gets hard to breathe
Death knows what it'll bring to us
Ten toes fakes, lately looking all scandalous
I don't need luck nah, I got a plan for us
Placing the bricks and cementing them
Laid the foundation just not on the sediment
Learned from mistakes to resent again
Say you're, working hard you put all the hours in? No
Gotten scars and then you counted them? No
Poured your pain into your craft within! No
All the times my mind has tried to tell me take my life but I'm still fighting
Fuck if I am gonna let this Titan take me
Civil war inside my head, my enemy's been tryna break me lately
But my enemy is me while dopamines still tryna save me
When it leaves I swear it pains but I'm not crushing leaves no more to look out window panes
The sky is mine and stars are up for taking
I'll claim them all with all with words that I have spoken

They tell me I'm crazy
Hahahahahaha, yeah!
I said call me what you like, but just make sure that shit pays me
Give me that, give me that, give me that, yeah
Yeah, all of my life I have suffered ADHD
Yeah
People fear what they don't understand but that shit never phased me
Uh
I've been in my own lane we might collide you try and change me



Credits
Writer(s): Callum Gibson
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