Tendencies

I have a tendency to mess it all up
I have a tendency to not be enough
Tendencies bring me down to my knees
Tendencies crush all of my hopes and dreams
I have a tendency to let it all slip
I have a tendency to not get a grip
When will I learn to get it right
I need to stand and put up a fight
I have a tendency to hide it away
I have a tendency to not be okay

All I really want is a way to fix myself
Take all these tendencies and put 'em up on a shelf
Lock 'em up away just like I lock up my feelings
Looking for a reason, looking for a meaning

I have a tendency to push you away
I have tendencies, at the end of the day
I have no reason to keep going on
I don't know why all I do is so wrong

I don't know how to stand up and be strong
I don't know how I've gone on this long
You think you know me I'll tell you you don't
I'll keep it all in, with a knife to my throat

I have a tendency to mess it all up
I have a tendency to not be enough
Tendencies bring me down to my knees
Tendencies crush all of my hopes and dreams
I have a tendency to let it all slip
I have a tendency to not get a grip
When will I learn to get it right
I need to stand and put up a fight



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Writer(s): John Stephens
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