Riptide

All I want is to waste away
Somebody kill me or make it okay
I despise the life that I'm in
Don't make me stay, please help me
The borderline for what's real and what's not
Twisted mentalities and distorted thoughts
I never pictured finding myself here
But I guess I'll never write the plot

Well, I guess I'll never write the plot

Am I the victim, or am I just playing it?
Is all of this hurt real, or am I just faking it?
Is everything I've ever done for naught?
I'm stuck in the riptide, it's all I've got

I never had identity to lose
I never had another life to choose
I can't let it consume and dictate
Where I go, God what's my fate?
As the waterfall cascades upon me
I hope the afterlife can set me free
I don't even have myself to trust
I'm not who I thought I was

I waited for answers
Now hear my plea
I will not be
Your next tragedy

Get me out so I can save myself
Someone's got to help me save myself
Please oh God, let me save myself
Cause I don't think I'll ever save myself



Credits
Writer(s): John Stephens
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