Rafters (feat. Adam)

I've lost my way
And I'm coming back home
But the path is dark so light a spark and head into the unkown
I've come close
Still so far
So I'll bottle up my thoughts like lightning bugs in mason jars
Bet you are and bet you will
Better off and better still
I'll beat the beat, I'll give it heat, but that's the only time I'll kill
Cause time, we can't waste it
When dreams are what we're chasing
Bad thoughts I'm erasing
Like NASCAR mind's racing
And I'm pacing
Going back and forth
Like those old people you used to see out on their porch
Elevate for heaven's sake, we say - "just rise above it"
Been sinking, can't put anything out unless I love it
Don't love what I make, so I'm kinda struggling
Staring at my face for any trace of who I am but nothing
Almost got too much to say, so rather just sit here... say something
Out on my porch for this past fornite, got frostbite
Like the cat got my damn tongue before I got the words right
The world's rough sometimes and others, well it's alright
Been having conversations where we're swearing that we're all right
We'll be alright

Up in the rafters
God damn, it's a disaster
Things and ladders I really should get after
Up in the rafters
God damn, it's a disaster
Things and ladders I really should get after

This dichotomy that exists between you and me
These hypotheses wondering about our origins beneath the seas
You have to hate how the world goes on
Hate how your night seems long
Hate how your thoughts seem wrong
Is it crazy that I often sit and wonder my own fate?
Spend all my time alive preoccupied about a later date
Thinking about my life through self-reflection done wrong
And I've been in this world so long, the line's gone
Don't know if I ever remember the line drawn
That's what shit my mind's on
It's something like a time bomb
Has a tighter grip on me, something like a python
We occupy the same space, may have different journeys
Told you it was urgent, though
Kinda thought you'd hurry
At least now I'm sure of that which I'm worthy
I'll be alright

Up in the rafters
God damn, it's a disaster
Things and ladders I really should get after
Up in the rafters
God damn, it's a disaster
Things and ladders I really should get after
Up in the rafters