Dear Irony

After all your lies
I finally recognise
I see through your eyes
And everything you hate in me

After all these years
All this wasted time
That pit in your chest
Is just your conscience running wild

All that shit you said
You can't take back
You became what you hated in me

That voice inside your head
That choking feeling
That keeps you up at night
Is just your fucking regret

I wish you would fucking say it
You always hated
The way i am and who i was
I know i'm not perfect

Everything is hard enough
Without your opinion
You're looking down, you're judging me
Who do you think you are

Life in my head's hard enough
I know i'm always fucking up
But you don't have to be the one
To always fucking put me down

One thing i can always count on
Is you fucking being there
To slam the grave shut
When they put me six feet deep underground

After all your lies
I finally recognise
I see through your eyes
And everything you hate in me

After all these years
And all this wasted time
That pain in your chest
Is just your conscience running wild

All that shit you said
You can't take back
You became what you hated in me

That voice inside your head
That choking feeling
That keeps you up at night
Is just your fucking regret

I don't think you even notice
Who you're becoming
You found a way to change into
The demons you hated

The ones you always judge me for
And never accepted
I hope that you can maybe see
The irony in that shit

Life in my head's hard enough
I know i'm always fucking up
But you don't have to be the one
To always fucking put me down

One thing i can always count on
Is you fucking being there
To slam the grave shut
When they put me six feet deep underground

I know you hurt inside
For the way you did me
You span a web of lies
And now you're fucking trapped inside

Don't know why you're so bitter
Don't know why you're so hateful
But you better let it go
Cause that shit will fucking kill you