Focused

Gotta keep that water, know what I'm saying, gots to
What we on, we on Fiji in here? Yessir
I keep my pineapple with my shit tho
A little cucumber, a little ice, know what I'm saying

Yeah

I been going through way too much
Worried about this thing called love
My heart too big, I need to put it up
Mind been racing I'm in a rush
And I ain't perfect but I'm focused
All the shit I'm going through
And I been hurting, but I'm hoping you remember what I told you
Know my heart is closed too, know my heart is closed to
It's hard to open up, it's hard to open up

I been going through the motions lately
And people been looking at me crazy
It's nothing you can do to come save me
They said "tell me what you know", but I been sticking to the code
I been keeping my mouth closed
And I been on and off the road
My bruh checked on me, said "what you on?"
I said "at this point, all you can do is float", all you can do is float
All you can do is hope, been sipping just to cope
They know I'm quick to blow, so watch how you approach
I wished you the best, and I did that with my soul
You wished me the worst, and you did behind closed doors
Yeah, that mean you wished the worst for me
Keep pistols close, don't know who gone turn on me
My only son, that's the one concern to me
Make sure you mean it when you say that you burning me (I got a son to live for)

I been going through way too much
Worried about this thing called love
My heart too big, I need to put it up
Mind been racing I'm in a rush
And I ain't perfect but I'm focused
All the shit I'm going through
And I been hurting, but I'm hoping you remember what I told you
Know my heart is closed too, know my heart is closed to
It's hard to open up, it's hard to open up

Heart too big, I put it up
It been on the shelf collecting dust
Everybody turn quick, it's hard to trust
Die for you, he probably scared, but baby ima step
Done gave you everything, now I ain't got nothing left
Been brushing what's her name off, and she been treating me the best
But she ain't you, and she don't deserve the stress
Like look at what we did, got other people pulled in
It's vice versa, vice versa
Just know I play for keeps if you say you gone hurt me
They took 3 or 4 cutters, gotta get a new burner
Pray I don't die from thugging, gotta get a new purpose
Wanna kill all them niggas but I feel they ain't worth it
Trying to write my wrongs, but without a pen I can't word it
I came through and left a print on your heart, but In cursive
I been, trying to call on you without service, damn

I been going through way too much
Worried about this thing called love
My heart too big, I need to put it up
Mind been racing I'm in a rush
And I ain't perfect but I'm focused
All the shit I'm going through
And I been hurting, but I'm hoping you remember what I told you
Know my heart is closed too, know my heart is closed to
It's hard to open up, it's hard to open up