In Denial

I really been
Soul searching you know, like finding myself
And all the shit that I went through you know
That shit really, really, really impacted everything that I'm about to do, you know?
(When a heart breaks it don't break even)

When a heart breaks, it don't break even
A feeling I don't wanna feel again
I can treat you better than him
You're just in denial
Don't need a title
Bustin' like rifles
and I been clutching for my rivals
Up and down and round and round
I can't repeat this cycle

I barely eat, and I can't sleep
Cause I been thinking about you and me
I been saying things I ain't mean
This is my letter of apology
My mind go "pwew" (A thousand miles per hour man)
My heart go "pump pump pump pump" (Fast as fuck, beating hard as hell)
That when paranoia meets my anxiety
Feel that shit in my soul when you lying to me
That ain't the whole story I feel that shit is fiction
Baby I'm way too real, just be realistic
Got way too close to niggas and it started friction
Won't forgive what you did, but I'll forget it, forget it

When a heart breaks, it don't break even
A feeling I don't wanna feel again
I can treat you better than him
You're just in denial
Don't need a title
Bustin' like rifles
and I been clutching for my rivals
Up and down and round and round
I can't repeat this cycle

I'm slowly changing I can really feel the shit
I ain't know my worth, but now I'm learning it
I'm learning from you
It's kind of hard to be selfless, when being selfish is cool
In this era, I guess it's best to protect yourself and your mood
Fast progression, Started crawling then I ran, and I flew
I learned my lesson, I been getting did how I done you
Jungle, I been in the jungle hunting with wolves
Struggle, so much tears I can fill up a pool
Can fill up a pool oh
And I can drown it
This shit come straight from the heart, I swear it sound different

When a heart breaks it don't break even
A feeling I don't wanna feel again
I can treat you better than him
You're just in denial
Don't need a title
Bustin' like rifles
And I been clutching for my rivals
Up and down and round and round
I can't repeat this cycle

I can't repeat this cycle, oh oh oh