Malibu

Since a kid I been losing family members left and right
Tried to end my life but that didn't work so I tried to write
My life is like tryna fly kite with no wind through the night
I never thought about sniffing white or mixing lean with the sprite
I asked for a piece of mind, then end up giving a piece of my mind
Looking for love and what do I find
I shoulda minded my business and just stayed in my grind I'm blind
The type of feeling when your card is declined

Let me try again
I give it like two or three hours for I buy again
I give it like two or three house before I buy again
Keep my feet on the ground just in case you try to spin

Like merry go rounds I'll marry yo' sound,
They said pick yo' head up because that's where they you carry yo' crown
I'm lost but I'm found
I was down and thought that I drowned
But I looked at my feet and noticed I'm to far from the ground, wow

The worst feeling to have, especially if you make music
Is feeling like you not gon' make it
Feeling like you not gon' be successful,
That's pain you can't explain for real for real

Sat in the back of the class knowing if I slack that's my ass
Tryna scrap up every penny for gas,
Begging the teacher for extra credit so I can pass
High school, where your heart turns to glass because it's bound to get shattered
The talk about what she use to do way before that you had her
You smile and joking about it, but there's pain after laughter
People come to school present, but they brain is in Saturn
We just wanna be rich, so our grades doesn't matter
Everybody going through depression,
Scared to go to hell but it's hell to go to heaven I
Knew life was strange ever since I was 11 I
Don't trust nobody but my mother and my bredrian I, got a question
How many levels or lessons, does it take to obtain our blessings or get through depression
We don't care that's the impression we give,
But we so stuck in our head it's like our past we relive, yea

You ever notice, anytime something bad happens in your life
When the pain really strike deep, it makes you go harder
Is pain really bad?



Credits
Writer(s): Tony Reaves
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