Isolated

Been alone these couple weeks, isolation put me dead in my zone I feel the heat
I'm blown just leave me be, these memories bittersweet
I wish I could talk to my brudda to get him out of the street
Treat women like it's October she either a trick or treat
Already 10 steps ahead of you so there's no tricking me
You playing with my intelligence so do a trick and see
Fuck the flu, I'm the COVID virus who is sick as me
Feeling stuck, running out my luck, but we finna see
Where we go, almost late to work, never went to sleep
I don't know, feet is feeling cold, I don't like the heat
But I did, now I don't fuck I left my zone
It's all in my head Man my demons always catching on
Why my brudda catch the chrome I had you hooked the second song
Pain made my mental strong I had to write to right my wrongs
I tried to make it right by being nice when I was being wronged

Everybody looking for pleasure when they uncomfortable
When your vulnerable that's when your demons come and they comfort you
You dismissing the people that's with you and now they done with you
You feel that pain in your gut like taking a number two
Came in first not number two, what the world this coming to
You wanna leave I'm coming too, all my dreams becoming true
Where my demons running to
Fuck it I start running to
Thought it was the ground but it's my heart that you had dug into

Aye, nigga where you been
I been laying in my bed I ain't never left my skin
Demons never leave my side like imaginary friends
Anytime my pen bleeds another baby's born again
I been laying in my bed I ain't never left me skin

It's crazy when you disappear people
Just start to miss you
But how can you miss somebody that never changed that's the issue
Fake love will turn your heart to a igloo so pay attention they fake like they listen
And close your eye when you explain your vision
They never gon' visit when you trapped in a mental prison
They say that you tripping when you tell 'em you gon' keep your distance
You faced your demons by yourself you did not need assistance
On your journey you learned that pain is another cost to living
Now I'm questioning my religion like what is my purpose And what i got to do so you'll listen
Explaining my mental be sounding like I'm tryna audition
I made some mistakes but people still tryna tarnish my image
The sky is never my limit my light will never start dimming
No matter how dark it get ima pick it up and keep swimming
I'm loving these new beginnings stood up I was tired of sitting
And I never fit in, cause since a youngin my mind was different
I had to isolate myself cause I just use to hate myself sometime
Only time I felt good is when I spit a rhyme
Stepping over dimes they be Fucking up the climb
Had to cut my friends off cause they just live a life of crime
Bro tote a nine
I just had my pen and pad jotting on the lines
While he bussing at somebody pad
Karma real toxic if you hang up she gon' can you back
If I had one wish I would get my brudda back

Aye, nigga where you been
I been laying in my bed I ain't never left my skin
Demons never leave my side like imaginary friends
Anytime my pen bleeds another baby's born again
I been laying in my bed I ain't never left me skin