Worst of Me

I been at war with the worst of me
Know ya self till ya don't its what I grown to see oh
Mama aint raised no bad seed
Take control of my habits before they control me oh
Oh im still waking up to face the cold oh
Oh id stay out my own way if I could though

Use to only think of having fun and getting money
Didn't see the bigger pictures was too in the moment
Xanx's in a Fanta I was math class sleeping
Ran up every dollar but still blew it all by the weekend
Aint even when the demons started creeping
Come home see past moms pretending
Over 10 years think she just started healing now
See her son doing more it clears her doubts
That Im turning to the person that left us out
Had to go through it find my own route
She just hate the similarities of how

I been at war with the worst of me
Know ya self till ya don't its what I grown to see oh
Mama aint raised no bad seed
Take control of my habits before they control me oh
Oh im still waking up to face the cold oh
Oh id stay out my own way if I could though

Older sister try to show me future angles
Friends turn to strangers they going off the rails
Losing brothers with the spirit of a hunnid angels
I got so use to running become too susceptible
To a cruise down a destructive road
Best kept secret be the worst wars though
Na Never let em know
Felt like I brought the worst to the door
Aint wanna give em no more
Only held myself accountable
Mind Neva outta ammo
Till the pill in my stummy reload

I been at war with the worst of me
Know ya self till ya don't its what I grown to see oh
Mama aint raised no bad seed
Take control of my habits before they control me oh
Oh im still waking up to face the cold oh
Oh id stay out my own way if I could though