First Time

We all just learning to live for the first time
Fell in love with them long days entangled in them long nights
Why we run on this thin line
Like we know what it is live by what we think is right
By the end well be alright
I'll just go with the winds like the leaves from the vine
It'll come to me if it's mine
Reading all the signs I just let it all be divine

Told me don't lose myself trying this
But I ain't even know who that was at the start of it
Guess the problem is
Always throw myself way too deep in
Barely keep a float still take action on everything that i know
I can tell you all about it but somethings you gotta learn on your own
To feel that summer heat you gotta bare thru the cold
Nowadays i only fear those
Bad come downs always kept my head locked down
Between a rock and my own doubts lead to a talk with myself that went like

We all just learning to live for the first time
Fell in love with them long days entangled in them long nights
Why we run on this thin line
Like we know what it is live by what we think is right
By the end well be alright
I'll just go with the winds like the leaves from the vine
It'll come to me if it's mine
Reading all the signs I just let it all be divine

Can make excuse for it a thousand times
Still won't change whatever that u tryna hide
Feel attached to nothing still connect to everything ona vibe
These days won't end if you carry problems on from last night
Not religious but the pills took my appetite got me fasting thru day and night
Hear my stomach growling just to feed my next high
Never had uncle ben advice figure left earlier to tell me what's right
But Forgiveness to him and myself now I realize

We all just learning to live for the first time
Fell in love with them long days entangled in them long nights
Why we run on this thin line
Like we know what it is live by what we think is right
By the end well be alright
I'll just go with the winds like the leaves from the vine
It'll come to me if it's mine
Reading all the signs I just let it all be divine