Chaos

When times get hard I make my bed in chaos
Put my chin down for truck mode fuck what they say out
Here's the layout I got ten toes, stomp all these haters
Y'all ain't never gone take my soul, I'll take my payout
Don't you know that's it all mental, don't let em play ya
Out here buildin by blocks, legos I'll be my savior
Crack a bottle cause I shall toast just as I slay ya
I don't bend to that big white ghost so save your prayers
Out here ridin these waves with my bro Hatake through chaos
Miss you Mora the pedals to the floor, never implore
The chaos will never leave or divorce
It brings me more like a crazy girl wrapped in couture
I must explore, she trickin me everytime
Repeat it and never decline, destructive and yet divine
The remedy I'll never find, I guess I'm saying I love the chaos
All my fault no one else to blame out, been like this since I came out

Most of me knows I will end up fine
And god I hope that this time arrives
I can't help but feel a little distressed
As I spend most of my life trying to cut
Through the fucking mess and I got
Sore hands from all the frustration I hold
Loud as the chaos the calm
Will I ever feel like I'm not expecting a little harm
The chaos the calm
Tell me how to mellow in, this promise to be stormed

I got sore hands from building brick by brick
A wall to weather any storm but loves hurricane
Has me crumbling still shaking from the aftermath
Looking for a path through the rubble
Yea my hands are bleeding from shifting
Through the wreckage of myself too proud to ask for help
Most of me knows I'll end up fine
But a part of me still won't stop crying living in the moment
To never deal with the past call that presence of mind
Keeping my stashed from the chaos of life
I know I'll see the other side but right now I'm drowning
In the deep ring of fire call me Johnny Cash
Cause I'm singing my hurt buried my heart in the dirt
Smokin so much herb to calm my mind
Rereading psalms 27:10 to know I'm not alone
Life rains on us all but I promise one day you'll be fine
One day you'll be fine

Most of me knows I will end up fine
And god I hope that this time arrives
I can't help but feel a little distressed
As I spend most of my life trying to cut
Through the fucking mess and I got
Sore hands from all the frustration I hold
Loud as the chaos the calm
Will I ever feel like I'm not expecting a little harm
The chaos the calm
Tell me how to mellow in, this promise to be stormed
And god I hope that this time arrives
I can't help but feel a little distressed
As I spend most of my life trying to cut
Through the fucking mess and I got
Sore hands from all the frustration I hold
Loud as the chaos the calm



Credits
Writer(s): Tyler Mead
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