What do I know

Honestly I could say you been on my mind lately
Wishing, that my feelings weren't so buried deep inside of me
Honestly gotta confession to tell you, but the time ain't right baby
(But the time ain't right baby)

I been going crazy
(I been going crazy)
Looking for my baby
(Looking for my baby)
But maybe love ain't for me
(Maybe love ain't for me)
Oh what do I know
(What do, what do)
What I know
(Oh)

I envy, the Devil
Who is cold and calculating
For at least he is nothing but true
To his aim, and cause
Truly devoid of humanity remnants of a soul gone
Nothing, but true to the demon he is
Despite what the world may think
Wish that I could say the same
I've got no one to blame, but myself
Heart's been caged for so long
I've lost the key
I know that some of y'all, are feeling me
Cold, and frozen hope it's just a phase
Calm and collected
Never pressed, never stressed
Always appearing blessed
But appearances be deceiving
Ice cold heart on my skin like lotion
Waiting for someone to unlock my radical notions
On love I'm a hopeless sarcastic, and overly optimistic romantic
So tired of the antics disillusioned with love
And her friends a bit nomadic
Yet love is where my heart is
(Love is where my heart is)

I been going crazy
(I been going crazy)
Looking for my baby
(Looking for my baby)
But maybe love ain't for me
(Maybe love ain't for me)
Oh what do I know
(Oh)

Most never get to see this
Even when I need them to
This self created wall is too high for me to climb
Has a mind of it's own
Takes charge, and goes up without
Permission workin on my purpose
Hoping it will burn the impenetrable parts of my heart to pieces
Allowing myself to freely just be me
For all the world to love, and see
And maybe then I'll be
Ready to accept the love
God has waiting for me
The mate, meant to match my soul
Equivalent exchange of wholes
That's the goal
(Yes that's the goal)

I been going crazy
(I been going crazy)
Looking for my baby
(Looking for my baby)
But maybe love ain't for me
(Maybe love ain't for me)
Oh what do I know
(Oh)

Searching through the lost, and found
To find my soul and sound
Searching through the lost, and found
To find my soul, and sound
Need to be sound of mind
Before it is my time, to be loved

And to love in return something, like the beast
A prince who's cursed of his own accord
Almost out of time, this last petal of mine
Is about to fall
Already lost it all
(Fear)