On My Own

Nights go quicker than the days go
Same boy, still lost been a minute now
By last year I thought I would've finished now
But there's still a couple things I gotta figure out
Since 10, yeh I've always been a bitter child
At the motives, yeh you know I get a little wild
Introverted ever since I was a little child
Now all I need is a bitch and a bit of loud
Late nights, yeh I'm back to my old ways
Late nights, hit the city in my old jays
Late nights 'cos I'm hungover the whole day
I don't play, when I'm with the squad, catch a cold case
I remember being happy when I wrote flames
Performing live, yeh I used to really love the shit
I used to spit bars for the fun of it
Now every time I rap is like a punishment

Walking with the night, she keeps me company
She picks me up when I am feeling low
And this is something I will never let you know
But sometimes I like being on my own

On my own
My own
My own
I still hear voices when I think on my own

On my own
My own
My own
It's 4AM and I've been staring at my phone

I'm 19 and what have I said
Everyday I tell myself I'm better off dead
All this social media, it get to my head
People love to tell you that you're something instead
I, I dropped Icarus they said I was gay
I make white girl music at the end of the day
Questioning my motives and the things that I say
Next time I get my heart broke, I'll put the shards through your brain
Wait, fuck, how did it get like this
It was only yesterday I said, "I'm meant for this", I'm
Watching years getting added to the sentences
Of my brothers stuck in jail, like a parenthesis
I should probably get some help, but I can't think like that
I overcame all my struggles, man it's been like that
10k first week 'cos I'm built like that
If I lose it all today, well then I'll build right back boy

Walking with the night, she keeps me company
She picks me up when I am feeling low
And this is something I will never let you know
But sometimes I like being on my own

On my own
My own
My own
I still hear voices when I think on my own

On my own
My own
My own
It's 4AM and I've been staring at my phone



Credits
Writer(s): Dylan Saulick
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