Kamikaze

Yo, last time I almost died, was the one time that I felt alive
I was out of my mind, but so was she when she hit that line
2-2 gyal and bottle of drink right by my side, yes
If I told you, I'm fine, then I probably lied
Now I'm just feeling reckless
It's on site when I build like Tetris, 3.5's from my local medic
If you don't like what I serve, take a backhand, we could do it like tennis
Oh I change when that sun is setting, Mum says son yours so upsetting
I know Mum, but I'm still winning
That time we were out in London, yeh I swear that day was mad
When we got back to the crib, we popped two pills then we both got sad
She told me 'bout her exes and how much she miss her dad
Girl I can be your Dad, not here to catch feelings, I'm here to mash
But there was this one girl, she told me that she loved me
She wants me to meet her mumzy and wants 2 kids with a house in country
I said, that sounds lovely, but you know this road gets bumpy
Did I really have to give that up, to give you man a daily duppy

I don't know, I don't know
10k streams is a sold out show
They say that I'm crazy, that I don't know
They won't play this when I get a MOBO
They wanna go diss for a bit of promo
They kick ball once, now they wanna go pro
Me and your girl took a couple photos
She suck my dick, got it on the GoPro

Aye, don't make me have to find you
Don't make me have to use my Kaiju
Don't make me have to come remind you
In your nightmares, then I'm behind you
I just took two and I'm ok
I just jumped, but I feel ok
I'm passed out and I feel awake
I just died, yet I feel so safe

I don't know why I'm so out of control
Flashing lights while I feel my body float
Something strange building up inside my throat
I got a chain on my neck that pulls me low

I will never let you know
I will never let you go
Tell me why you do this, oh
Oh, no I don't know
I will never let you know
I will never let you go
Tell me why you do this, oh
Oh, no I don't know
Oh, no I don't know