Kujira

I don't feel like I've been
Trying my best these days
And I can't seem to focus
When I haven't had my breaks

Isn't it so inefficient, that our wishes
Take more energy to fulfill than building bridges
Cause I thought that I would fly
If I had more time
But with that, I'd probably procrastinate more anyways
How come the best things never come to stay

I've tried to remedy, some gimmick to fix me
But to everyone else, I'm lazy
But then again, I'm tired of my own excuses
And when it works somehow
It's more rewarding to think about
Still, I don't know why my brain can't weigh it all out
So I keep looking toward better days

All logic flows out of me
I'm tired of playing sheep to my rogue, desire
To simply sit around, neglect the things past due now
And it's frustrating, that I don't have an idle state
Where it's worth the wait around
Cause god knows if that happened
We'd all be gods by now
By now

I've tried to remedy
Some gimmick to fix me
Still, it's so discouraging
The smallest things, take the most energy
What happened to constant improvement
If my needs turn into a nuisance
I work so I don't have to dwell on me
So I'll push it away for another day

Isn't it so inefficient, that our wishes
Take more energy to fulfill than building bridges
Cause I thought that I would fly
If I had more time
But with that, I'd probably divert away more anyways
How come the best things never come to-

I should make up my mind
Forget the pain, accept your confines
So I'm starting at the beginning you know the starting line
But please pay no attention to sirens outside
Pick up the pace, this race in time
If I finish everything then there's nothing to hide
Maybe then I'll feel better if I decide to head online
Cause at least I won't think about the time I wasted today