Stressing II

I said shoot for the moon, land in the stars
Know who we are, I gave you my heart, I gave you my passion
My love and distraction, I only would do it for you, all this rapping?
It's yours now. It's yours now
Looking to me? But I'm tearing down who I used to be
Only scars now, when I look ahead, I can hear it now

Tell me god was it meant to be?
Does it matter what it meant to me? I still daydream
Wonder if your boy is ever gonna hit the mainstream?
With the big fish, with the small gills, my ocean will
I could drown a landfill, and it's raining
Heartfelt and I'm breaking
Feel it in myself, It's no game man

Yeah pressure's dealt, heat of the moment but I don't melt
Never let myself be changing, shit gon happen
It'll get me fucked up but I'll stay laughing
Only difference in my mission is to find the way to get it
I done lost a couple battles but you need to lose to listen, that's to pitching

I've been on the road to quitting
But my bottle's high, I'm lifted, I've been gifted, I've been honored
Looking out, I see the stars align
And still I feel the power of the moon when I land in the stars
To find out who we are, leaving earth I'm gifted, I was tripping, now I'm far

I'm just a boy, moving through the struggles, lifted out the bubble
Tryna pay off tuition 'fore I can even grow some stubble
I'm a man, deep down that's what I knew
Don't gotta fuck a girl to have a life, to have a clue of what to do

You just gotta open wide, wake up, open your eyes
Realize that's there more to being human than them bills up on the floor

I'm stressed, depression is a mess
I've been fighting for my life, I punch with every single breath
And what death takes me from me is nothing but the will to take another step
I guess it's stealing all my money asking for another check, that's student debt
Thirty-K to chase my dream? How incorrect

I said shoot for the moon, land in the stars
Know who we are, I gave you my heart, I gave you my passion
My love and distraction, I only would do it for you
All this rapping? It's yours now. It's yours now
Looking to me? But I'm tearing down who I used to be
Only scars now, when I look ahead, I can hear it now

I guess I gotta sacrifice, give a piece of me, my momma, all in by tonight

Yeah, all in good time yeah, shooting for the moon but I just can't afford a flight
How about I climb the highest mountain and just stay there for a night
That's the best that I can do. The galaxy ain't in my sight

Never touching heaven on my tippy toes
No view, middle finger in the air, reaching for the steady pool

No matter what I do I feel I'll never reach the summit
Maybe I should let go now and just embrace the coming plummet
Yeah I've done it, yeah I've given up
And I let it go, a hundred times over but I get back on the horse then fall over

But I'm roaring in the backfield
Rushing my way through the line, get hit onto my heels, trust the wheel
Break my spine, trust the plan? Doubt that I could live with that

I got a roaring rage inside of me, It's battling
I'm tackling, I'm further in the mission, crushing all my opposition
With my numbers. What am I missing?
Hell yeah I got the will, got the fans, got the merch, got the plan
I can't stand not being where I wanna be
I'll never settle, not for peace. Know I'm not a pacifist
But it'll take a fight to see exactly how I'll do it
How to get to where I wanna be

I said shoot for the moon, land in the stars
Know who we are, I gave you my heart, I gave you my passion
My love and distraction, I only would do it for you, all this rapping?
It's yours now. It's yours now
Looking to me? But I'm tearing down who I used to be
Only scars now, when I look ahead, I can hear it now